“That I Know Very Well” – Rev. Tony Romaine – 05-09-2021
 
One night a woman went to bed and was trying to fall asleep.  She was having trouble though, as all of her interactions, thoughts, and experiences were being re-lived like her mind was giving her its own version of the nightly news.  While lying there, struggling to fall asleep, she was suddenly surrounded by the brightest of lights and seemingly transported to another world.  Wondering what was going on she called out for someone to hear her, but no one else was around.  And then as she began to become frightened by the emptiness and fear that this was something beyond earthly, a voice came out of the light, “My child, do not be afraid, it is I.”  Hearing this, she was frozen in complete awe and fear, her memory searching for something to assign this strange occurrence; to what could she draw upon to find herself in this moment of trepidation.  And then the voice spoke again, “My child, do not be afraid, it is I.” 

​Something different happened after hearing the voice a second time, suddenly a calm and awareness surrounded her, she felt goosebumps all over and an all-encompassing warmth filled her soul.  The voice was both one she now recognized and yet still did not know; like a strange, yet familiar kind of comfort.  She begged for her voice to find its chord as she struggled to say, “Is that you God?”  Nothing happened after she said this, so in only the way we humans think, she thought maybe I should say it louder, so she summoned her strength once more and said it louder, “Is that you God!?” 

And in that moment, the realm of light answered, not with voice, but with a wind that blew over her and filled her with such a sense of belonging and purpose she knew the answer to her question.  When she gathered herself once more, she felt another question burning inside of her, so she blurted out in complete anticipation, “Is this heaven?!”  The Light again did not answer, instead holding her in complete love, as if awaiting the question she really was going to ask.  Well now she had all her faculties about her and she began to wonder what this was all about and why God would be speaking to her in the first place. 

But before she could even pose the question, a voice came from the Light once more to say, “I have approached you in this way because I need you to do something for me.”  Excitedly again, the woman answered before even thinking about her response, “Yes, whatever you ask, I will do it!”  Then the voice said to her, “I need you to be a mother to my people, to all my people, so that they will know that I am a God who loves unconditionally; loves all children, loves those no one would ever love, loves those who no one will ever know, loves those who do not love me, and longs for all my children to know how grace-filled and loved they are.”
 
The woman was almost speechless, but she summoned enough will to ask,  “Um, God, how am I supposed to do that?  I am only one person, one of many women, one who has not always lived well, one who sometimes gets angry, one who knows love, but not that depth of love.”  The Light answered, but this time it was different; the voice had changed to become something incredibly familiar.  Now the voice was of her own mother and said to her, “Love others as I have loved you.”  The woman began to cry, as memories of her own mother filled her.  Immediately she knew she could protect as her mother had protected her, she could teach as her mother had taught her, she could indeed love naturally for her mother naturally loved her. 

Then the Light spoke again, this voice she recognized as her friend’s mother saying, “Love others as I have loved you.”  This time, she felt a sense of duty come over her and she knew she could love even those who were not her own children.  That she could be the love the world needs whether she could ever have children or not.  Just as her friend’s mother had loved her at some of the most important times in her life, she felt she could also be a love for those who were in need.

Yet again the Light spoke, “Love others as I have loved you.”  This voice was sweet and tender, because this was the voice of her grandma who had been the strength for her during times and through things which she could not herself share with her mom or her friend’s mom.  And just as her grandma had been a love for her through times of good and times of difficulty, she then knew that she could be the soft voice, the warm hug, the patient ear  to help all those who needed someone to turn to when they felt they could go nowhere else.

Then she heard yet another voice, “Love others as I have loved you.”  This voice she did not recognize, and so she asked the Light, “Who are you this time?”  The answer was calm and pleasant, “I was the stranger who gave you that hug when you were crying without speaking.  I gave it without question and without any need in return.  I gave you love for a moment and then was gone.”  A memory flashed before her eyes, and she suddenly remembered the time she was in the store after she had just lost her job, and as she tallied the groceries to see if she could afford everything, she broke down and began sobbing.  As she stood there crying, a woman approached, who it was she never knew, but she gave her a hug, said “everything will be okay,” and then was gone in an instant. 
At this memory of the love of a stranger, perhaps one of the greatest loves we can offer our world, for everyone needs our love whether we know them or not, she knew she too could offer others love, regardless of knowing them or not.  And she thought to herself that when we offer that love, without strings attached or love needed in return, well then, we are truly being motherly!

But something was bothering her, a burning question that she did not know quite how to ask, because she knew that some mothers are incapable of love and some people feel they never truly had a “mother.”  Unexplainably, a wave of fear came over her, as she thought to herself, “What if I am that mother, the one who harms instead of loves; who hates instead of nurtures; who despises instead of cares for; who does not love as I have been loved?”  And in her moment of fear, another voice came from the Light, this time the most familiar of them all, for it was her own voice saying, “You are enough, you are every part of perfect the world needs.  You are the love that you have heard in all these voices, you are the love that has been shared with you, for you are God’s light to your world; have no fear.”

Then God’s Eternal Light spoke once more to say, “You see my child, I have given you everything you need, and this you know very well.  I created you to know what love is in your heart of hearts, so that when you feel it, it would become so comfortable and amazing you would instantly know it was me.  You know of the prophets and the law; you have heard them speak of how you were made wonderfully and made in complete awe in your mother’s womb.  That is because you were created by me with my God spark inside of you for this very purpose.  For I am the Great Mother and have loved you into being.  So, everything you will ever need, I have given to you, and this you know very well!”

“Will you make mistakes; sure.  Will you not always love perfectly; absolutely.  But you have heard my Son Jesus share the message with you of forgiveness through the cross, of love beyond love, and grace beyond grace.  You know of His conception by the Virgin Mary, who too struggled with the very same questions you ponder now.  But just as she answered in deep faith, I covenant with you and trust that your faith will guide you, a faith you know very well.”
 
“You must follow my commandments and believe in what my Son has shared with you.  Trust in what you have heard about all of the loves I long for you to show my world as a mother, and I say ‘mother’ for woman is too specific.  See,  I am calling you and everyone to be a mother in all the ways you have experienced tonight.  For while Jesus speaks of me only as the Father, I am also the Mother for I have conceived the whole world and created all you know and see.  Everything you can touch and feel, and everything you can imagine, or have yet to imagine…And this you also know very well!”
 
As she heard these words, she fell to her knees and began to cry.  From behind her tears, she asked God, “How can this be?  It is too much.  I cannot be a mother to the whole world.  I cannot even mother my own world sometimes!”  Suddenly, as if lifted into the arms of all the voices which spoke to her that night, she was embraced by the Spirit and felt a love that words cannot do justice.  Then the voice, now speaking softly, so softly it felt as if it were coming from inside of her, said,

“My child, be who you are, where you are, for you are more than enough.  Share that wisdom I hear in your prayers, that patience I see in your days, that hope you give your family and friends, the compassion you share with strangers, the love you find with me in all times, and you will indeed change the world.  And if you ever need me, if ever things become too difficult or you need to be strengthened anew; turn to the one thing I hope you know most of all…my love for you!”

And just as quickly as she had been swept away, she was now back in her bed.  She closed her eyes, longing to be in that place of peace and comfort again, begging herself and God to be conversing together again.  But as hard as she tried, she could not make it happen, and as she lay there remembering all she had just experienced, she lifted a prayer from the depths of her heart whispering, “God of my days and nights, of my wakefulness and of my dreams, thank you for loving me, so that I can love…and for all the things that I know very well, Amen!” 
 

"Immediately” – Rev. Tony Romaine

One anniversary, my wife and I were out to dinner at a fancy restaurant on their busiest night and our waiter, understanding it was our anniversary, offered us a European style experience.  Neither of us knew exactly what he was offering, but in the spirit of adventure, we agreed because he was the expert after all.  For the next 2-3 hours, we experienced what has, in my memory, gone down as one of our favorite anniversary dinners.  Our waiter was attentive, never in a hurry.  Bringing out the appetizer and each subsequent course not a moment too soon; allowing us to have a slow paced dinner, wonderful conversation, enjoying every moment of our dish or drink before us without being in a hurry so the restaurant could flip our table or we could hurry back to whatever was awaiting us outside those walls.  And as we slowed down and spent that time with one another, our waiter immediately gave us an anniversary gift of presence, purpose, and love.  See, in an interesting way, by slowing down we were able to enjoy that gift, that moment, that love immediately!

Immediately

We are a people who want things immediately aren’t we?  We want the internet to work lighting fast so we can download and do the things we are accustomed to doing.  We want the light to change so we can get on our way throughout town.  We want others to apologize when we feel harmed or hurt in anyway.  Shoot, we even want our food to come immediately; hence the term “fast food!”  And if we are honest, we want God to hear our prayers and immediately respond.  Yet, the thing we fail to remember is that if this is how we long for others to respond to us, why are we surprised when they have the same expectations?!  If this is how we want God to respond, then why are we surprised when God longs for us to respond in the same way?!

Immediately

We hear in our Gospel passage today how Simon and Andrew were casting their nets and Jesus spoke to them calling them to be His disciples and they responded immediately.  We hear of James and John sons of Zebedee, who are apparently so excited at the call of Jesus that they leap out of the boat and leave their father there with the hired men.  And yet when we hear the call of God in our lives, are we this quick to action?  Do we leap up and respond immediately?

The difficult truth for us in examining our relationship with God is that we ask much and often do not offer much in return.  We ask God for the call in our lives, we ask Jesus to be present and help us, we ask for the will and the way; and yet, when we receive the answer we sometimes balk and pray that there has to be another way.  We ask God for countless blessings and yet forget to thank God for what we have.  We pray for God to act immediately in our lives and when God does by presenting us with opportunities for action, we pray for God’s will to look different, be different, or be more aligned with what we want.

          This is why Jonah is one of my favorite books of the Bible; because we are all so much like Jonah.  I don’t need to give the entire backstory of Jonah, as we did a wonderful four week journey with him last year.  But just as a reminder, Jonah was called by God to go to Nineveh and preach repentance so that the people and city would be saved.  But Jonah did not want those people to be saved, so he tried to run away and when we catch up with him in our passage today it is the moment when God calls him yet again to go to Nineveh and save the people through prophecy.  And even after self-acknowledgement that this call is true and this way is right, Jonah still fights God’s will and becomes a reluctant prophet.

          Think about that, Jonah knows that what God is calling him to do is the right thing, Jonah knows that God will save the people of Nineveh, Jonah knows that the reason for the storm on the oat is because God was calling him elsewhere.  Just like so many of us have done; knowing what we must do, who we must save, where we must be, and yet longing for it to be another way.

We have all prayed for God’s will and work in our lives and then when God sends us the people to care for, or tells us where we must go; we run away or tell God, as if we were wiser than the Almighty, that those people do not deserve our prayer, our prophecy, our love.  Even more specifically for us who call ourselves Christian, is that we hear the words of Jesus, we know that we are called to be His disciples, and we know that Jesus and the Good News we are called to share, is all about loving one another and loving ourselves.  And yet, when presented with those in our lives who we deem unlovable (sometimes looking in the mirror when we make this austere judgment) we tell God that there has to be another way and this cannot possibly be the “immediately” we are being called to!

Which is why I do not think the passage we have today from Psalms is a prayer in resilience, but rather a prayer of reminder that the Psalmist is almost telling himself as he was writing it, like a mantra for all to remember: “For God alone my soul waits, for my hope is in God.”  “Trust in God at all times.”  “The riches of this world are just that, riches of this world and no matter the estate of a person, God is with them.”  “Power belongs to God; steadfast love belongs to the Lord.” 

See, as much as we pray for our God to be immediate, we must also trust in the timing and the call.  And in this there is not desolation or demise, but hope and love.  Because, God does not give up on the Jonah’s of the world.  God does not stop calling us, God does not stop loving us, and God does not stop presenting us with opportunities to match our calls for immediacy with moments and people of action.  For God knows that the difference between a Jonah and a James, between a person who is running away and someone who will immediately run towards, is a divide that God’s love bridges.

As you are all well aware of, my own life bears this out as a witness to how we are Jonah and how we are James.  For God called me at a young age through a prophetess called my Grandma Ruby to enter into a life of ministry and I ignored the call.  In fact, one could even argue that I ran away from the call trying and seeking and attempting all kinds of other dreams and wants in my life.  And in those moments, God did not abandon me, God did not let me go and forget me.  No, in fact, in many of those moments, God held me even closer and loved me more than I could ever imagine; otherwise, I never would have made it through.  But finally, when the storms of life had cast me upon the shore and I was there bereft and broken, thinking that my God had left me to just drift listlessly through life, God spoke the call again and my immediately began; and I have been stumbling towards ever since…note I said stumbling, for we are not perfect, and sometimes jumping out of the boat means we fall face first into the water!

Immediately

But this is why we have both the Jonah stories and the Good News.  We experience both in our lives and are complex creatures that God knows are complex creatures.  We are both the ones who run away from where we are being called and also the ones who run into the places where God needs us the most.  We are both the person who slams on the horn and yells profanity at the person who cuts them off in traffic and also the person who waits patiently for someone to cross in the crosswalk.  We are both the person who has devoted our lives to following and having faith in God, and the person who when God calls us to action takes a back seat and does nothing. 

Through it all, God is with us.  Through it all God is calling us to share our lives with one another and connect with that which connects us all; God’s love.  Through it all, god is calling us to be so present with one another, and with God, that when we are presented with the very opportunities we asked for, we could respond immediately.

I wish I could say that my wife and I have been able to replicate that dinner from so long ago over and over.  Unfortunately, hurriedness seems to be more of a norm that slowing down and being present.  But that is why we have memories, that is why the Psalmist asks for hope in waiting, that is why we gather on Sundays…for God to remind us of life’s true pace, God’s true call, and the moments when we are so present that we can feel God’s love; to be reminded that we are sent to Nineveh to share the Good News, we are sent to the world to be God’s love, and to be reminded that Jesus is calling us presently, lovingly, immediately, Amen

"Why?” – Rev. Tony Romaine
 
Perihelion—The point at which a star, planet, or other cosmic entity comes closest to the sun in its orbit. 

Earth just had this happen yesterday!  And while this happens every year around this same date, it seems appropriate to highlight it this New Year, as we move from 2020 into 2021.  The time when we need our Son to be closest to us is, fittingly, at the change of the year; a time when we as a church celebrate the light of the world entering our lives.  And as we have been journeying through the Christmas season, we have explored all the basic questions that we as humans seem to come innately equipped with; what, when, who, how, where…and today we come to perhaps the greatest of them all; why.

Like all of the questions we have, even the question itself can be deciphered into myriad realms of possibilities.  But for our purposes today, we specifically ask the “why” of God entering our world as the Incarnate Christ.  The first answer to this specific question is the one we are all taught throughout Sunday school, through Confirmation, and into our adulthood; but is one we constantly need reminding of; Jesus came to save us.  God sent Jesus to embody the forgiveness of our sins and to welcome us to this table of sacrifice where we remember that fateful night where Jesus broke bread and cup.  God became incarnate in human form, being born into our world as Jesus the son of Mary and Joseph, but also Christ, the Messiah, the Promised One, to bring us home; all of us lost sheep. 

And while this is most definitely the answer to why God came in the first place; to save us from our sins and grant us grace, there is another reason why God entered our world as Jesus Christ that might even undergird this salvation message.  God sent Jesus to remind us of our creation and that we indeed are divine, each and every one of us.  Within every one of us is a divine spark that has been there from our creation.  From the moment we were made in the “image and likeness of” God, we have had a God-spark which burns deeply.

But like so many of us, the ancients too had forgotten this spark within them, they had forgotten how they were supposed to treat each person as part of the whole, they forgot how to love one another and look out for each other, they had forgotten what it meant to be children of God, they had become too focused on rite and ritual and law, and they had forgotten the greatest gift they had ever been given was the divinity within each other.  And in this, while they may have known it or not, they were sinning and this sin could not be erased by payment, sacrifice, or personal action.  So God entered into our lives to remind us once more of that Spirit within us.  And in so doing awoke a movement within a group of people who longed to be reminded of that divinity, who longed to lift up others around them, who knew that if they themselves wanted love and acceptance and freedom, then they must offer it to others as well.

Which leads us to another answer to the question of “why:” God came because we are loved.  If you do not have them closed already, I want you to close your eyes and be with me for a moment.  Allow yourself to feel the answer to the question of “why?” deep inside you.  Reach out to that divine spark within you and hear these words from God:

“I Love You!”

“I Love You!”

“I Love You!”

Those tears in your eyes, that warmth in your heart, the tingles you may be feeling, is all God’s way of saying to you how much you are loved.  What better response to our question of “why” is there?!

See, here is the great thing about all our answers to the question we have asked today: they all lead back to God loving you.  In the beginning God made the world out of chaos, but it wasn’t enough, all this natural beauty, everything God sent in motion, God needed a deeper creation, one that would be made in the image and likeness of God, one that would be blessed with free will and the ability to love.  And when that creation sinned and moved away from God, God so loved it that God became incarnate through the Christ-child to love that creation home.

We need to be reminded of this love, which is why I believe God created the sun and the stars and the planets to work the way they do; that we would orbit the Sun every year and at the moment when the Christ child bursts forth into our lives, it is also the same moment we are closest to the brightest star in our universe.  It is also the moment we are closest not only to the sun but to the Son.  It is the moment that after Christmas and all that comes with it and after another year in which we are trying to move on into a New Year, we come closest to warmth and energy and light in our lives.  So that we would be reminded again of THE LIGHT which is always with us and warms each of our days, so that we would be reminded again of the love God has for us, the love God created us in, and the love God longs for us to remember through this baby born to our world; Jesus the Christ.

And when we find that moment of love, when we can see that the answer to all our “whys” is that God loves us, it allows us to re-create our lives centered around a love which never fails.  So that maybe our New Year will be a better year, maybe, just maybe, 2021 will be different.  Maybe we will change the old normal which was obviously not working into a new creation.  Maybe God is calling us to something deeper, something more divine this year.  Maybe this year instead of just moving on with our lives and living another year, this year will be the one where we live into the love God has for us and for each other.  Maybe this will be the year that the broken systems of the past become the fulfilling systems of the future.  Maybe this is the year that we truly work on living each day as one filled with the love God has for us; which means that we respect our created neighbors as they are, God’s Creation.  Maybe this will be the year we care for the Earth like it is God’s gift for us to care for; because it is God’s gift for us to care for!  Or maybe this is finally the year that God’s love breaks through to you; and you finally can see that God loves you just as you are and is loving you into eternal light through Christ Incarnate.

I wish I could adequately express to you all the depth of love God has for each and every one of you.  But as we are just past our point of being closest to the sun, our perihelion, let us be reminded as we enter a New Year of the moment when we come closest to our God; the moment when we come closest to the love God has for us for all time in that God spark within us from creation.  Placed there so that we would not orbit as it were, but reside eternally right where God longs for us to be, right where God created us to be, right where we are reminded, we need to be through the Christ child.  In the place where all our questions of why today are answered; that deep, unspeakable, unexplainable, center of love God placed within you, just for you, forever with you; that place where you hear those words which answer every “why:” “I Love You,” Amen!  

"How?” – Rev. Tony Romaine – 12/20/2020
 
Each week during Advent, we have been journeying through questions like When, What, and Who and now today we arrive at How.  By the way, as a bit of foreshadowing and selfish plugging for Christmas Eve service; Thursday we will delve into the question of Where.  But as for today, as we come to the fourth Sunday of Advent and speak of God’s Love, we again must talk about the question of “How?”  So to begin for today, let us hear a poem by St John of the Cross called, "If you want:”
 
"If you want, the Virgin will come walking down the road pregnant with the holy, and say, 'I need shelter for the night, please take me inside your heart, my time is so close.'  Then, under the roof of your soul you will witness the sublime intimacy, the divine, the Christ taking birth forever, as she grasps your hand for help, for each of us is the midwife of God, each of us.  Yet there, under the dome of your being does creation come into existence eternally, through your womb, dear pilgrim—the sacred womb in your soul, as God grasps our arms for help; for each of us is God’s beloved servant never far.  If you want, the Virgin will come walking down the street pregnant with Light and sing …'"[1]
 
We have all heard the Christmas stories time and again.  We are all very familiar with how the angel Gabriel comes to Mary and tells her she is to bear a son and Mary asks, “But how can this be?”  In fact, if you came to the Children’s Program, and are coming to the Christmas Eve service, you will have heard it three times just this year.  But what we often paint over with eyes blinded to the immense wonder of it all, is the awe-inspiring answer to the question of “How?”

Because in this question, we not only get a sense of just what God is capable of, but we also can be witnesses to just how God plans on changing the world.  So, we must handle the process of wondering how God’s Love can enter our world in the first place.  Even Mary who is being visited by an angel of God is fully cognizant of her physical limitations and what she has and has not done herself.  And so it is natural for her to ask of the angel, “How can this be?”  Which is a beautiful moment that allows us to come along side of Mary and be with her in the surprise of that moment.  I guarantee you if an angel of God appeared to any one of us, especially some of us, and said that we would bear a child of God and we would name him Jesus, I think surprise might be the first of many emotions, and “How can this be?” might be our most muted response. 

And while the physicality is important because God incarnate is important, the moment we fail to align ourselves with the One who is vitally important for us, God Incarnate, then we fail to see the Divine in each and every one of us.  For we are, as the poem “If You Want” spoke of, midwives of God Incarnate in our lives.  Each of us has within us the God-spark of our creation, something perhaps that has lied dormant for many years or for all time, but I guarantee you is there inside you.  God calling you to be the hands and feet of God to our world, God calling you to beget love as God begat us.  God calling us to, and looking down upon us with, favor at the time of our birth and throughout our lives.  And while we do not have the birth pangs that Mary must have been experiencing at such a late stage in her pregnancy; we have pains of another kind that we fail to act upon. 

We feel the tug of the Holy Spirit calling us to be more loving to one another and we ignore it.  We feel the kick of the words of Jesus Christ, our Savior, calling us to be more just and to work for a society in which all God’s children can be loved…and we ignore it.  We are out of breath and need to slow down and sit with God, to be present with our Almighty, to bask in the warmth of Love that comes from on high, and we would rather keep busy and gain wealth, or fame, or prestige, or power, or what have you.  Our lips, our hands should burst with love for one another; but instead, we focus on separation, difference, and whatever “I” can use to keep “you” in a place of lowliness.  And in response, perhaps our question for today gets reversed and thrown back at us when God asks us, “How can this be?”  How can a creation I have loved and favored and birthed turn away so easily. 

How?

The second action in the question of “How?” describes how God will enter our world, how God will change our world, and how God will forever bring Love once more into our world.  This is the act of us responding as Mary did when she trusted in the angel’s message and answered, “Here I am, the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word.” 

Mary might have questioned the physical nature of the Immaculate Conception, but as soon as she was told how it would happen, her next moment was an act of faith and trust in God.  This is the answer to “How?” in terms of God’s Love returning to our world.  We also must be people of trust and faith that while God’s will and action and love may be beyond our human understanding, it is in us and within us to be the hands and feet of that love to our world.  We, in essence, are the “how” that will carry out the mission that God began through Jesus Christ.  We are how God blesses the world when we use our abilities and the aforementioned God spark within us to be actors of hope and peace and joy and love.

And when Mary cries out in her Magnificat that we heard Julie read today and says that God has shown strength and scattered the proud, God has brought down the powerful and lifted the lowly, God has filled the hungry and sent the rich away empty, God has helped those who are God’s servants in remembrance of God’s promise of mercy and God’s covenant with Abraham and his descendants forever; Mary is crying out in thanks to God for blessing her and the world with Jesus.  But this cry of thankfulness at the magnificence of the Lord is an eternal cry to all generations to follow that we must be the ones who enact the “How?” and take the teachings and lessons and life of Jesus Christ and be that God Incarnate self we are to each other in our world.

Because this is the only way God’s Love which we are reminded of every Christmas, which we celebrate and remember this time of year, which we long for in our lives, will ever happen.  God has chosen us to be the answer to the great question of “How?”  Not because God cannot do it by God’s self, but because God chose for us to have the free will to either enact God’s will in the world and share love, or turn from our Incarnate God-spark and let the light fade.  This places us as the ones with agency; again, we must be the “How!”

And so just as St John of the Cross reminds us, “If you want, the Virgin will come walking down the road pregnant with the holy, and say, ‘I need shelter for the night, please take me inside your heart, my time is so close.’”  If you want you will see the “how?” of God’s love Incarnate within you as “under the roof of your soul you will witness the sublime intimacy, the divine, the Christ taking birth forever.”  If you want you have within you the “how?” to change the world as God “grasps your hand for help, for each of us is the midwife of God, each of us.” 

Yes, dear pilgrim, the “how?” is within you, within your “sacred womb in your soul.”  For indeed, “God grasps our arms for help; for each of us is God’s beloved servant never far.”  So, if you want, God has already given you the “how,” God is calling you to the “how,” and when you answer and embrace the love that God burst forth into our world with that Christmas so long ago, you dear pilgrim live into the “how” God gave.  For the Lord is with you, the Holy Spirit is within you, and the Most High loves you.  May we then all answer just as Mary did and proclaim, we are the “how,” Amen!
 


[1] St John of the Cross, “If You Want,” From Daniel Ladinsky Love Poems from God: Twelve Sacred Voices from the East and West, (New York: Penguin Group, 2002), 306-307.

“What?”
Rev. Tony Romaine

As we continue our journey through the Advent season this year and we explore the great questions which we are all taught from an early age, Who, What, Why, When, Where, and perhaps even How; today we reach the question of “What?”  Specifically, what peace we should focus on during Advent.  But because we should always have a definition to work from, according to Merriam Webster’s (https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/peace) dictionary, the definition of peace is:

• a state of tranquility or quiet: such as freedom from civil disturbance
• a state of security or order within a community provided for by law or custom
• freedom from disquieting or oppressive thoughts or emotions
• harmony in personal relations
• a state or period of mutual concord between governments
• a pact or agreement to end hostilities between those who have been at war or in a state of enmity
• used interjectionally to ask for silence or calm or as a greeting or farewell
• to be, become, or keep silent or quiet

But in order to truly answer the question of what peace is and means for us as Christians, we must explore how peace means we must be both content and discontent. 
See, the peace that we are being called to is a physical peace, but it is also a mental state where we can be happy and joyful and content; indeed peace-filled.  At the same time, the peace that we are being called to as Christians is not a passive peace in which we merely wait for God’s eternal reign to come and then there will be peace.  No, our peace must be one where we actively engage in our world and decide to be the peacemakers, just as Jesus came to teach us.  Thus, our peace calls us to be discontent with the ills of our world and to work for change.  So, as we further define the “what” the peace of Advent, of God, of Jesus Christ is calling us to, let us dive into exploring the concepts of content and discontent.

Peace is a state of being content when we realize and recognize that our God is always with us and we are going to be okay.  Just as the hymn we sang a few minutes ago reminds us, we are to take comfort in God.   Peace is a state of contentment when we listen to Scriptures like 2 Peter that tell us how God is playing the long game and our years amongst all of God’s creation is like a drop in the bucket.  Peace is also knowing that even though I am only one of seven billion people God knows me and every part of me and longs for the best for me. 

Peace is also knowing that because of free will, some things of our world are going to happen which are not within my control.  Peace is being content in how God made me, how God uses me, and the future God has planned for me.  And being content is also trusting and being at peace with not knowing every little bit of my future.  Peace is content when we have bad days or good days, when things go our way or do not go our way.  We are content when we do as the Psalmist asks of us and turn our hearts toward God and then we will be at peace.

And yet in order to truly define the “what” of what God’s peace is calling us to, we must also be discontent.  In a very basic way, we must be discontent when others cannot live at peace; or be content themselves.  We are called by the life and teachings of Jesus to be discontent when society does not allow others to live in peace.  We are called by the life and teachings of Jesus to be discontent when the laws of our world do not allow for peace.  We are called to be discontent when others cannot live into who God made them to be, where God made them to be, what God made them to be.  We must be discontent when the love that God longs for all God’s children is held back from all God’s children.  We are called to be discontent when the peace that we enjoy cannot be enjoyed by all the world.  We are called to be discontent when there are still those in this world who do not know of the love of God.  We must be discontent until that one fine day when all will be baptized by the Holy Spirit and washed in the waters of eternal glory.

See, the “what” of peace is indeed one of being content and discontent.  And yet there is another part to our “what” for today too; the great question that we must all ask ourselves, “What does God’s peace look like for me?”  Yet, I would ask another question too, “In what ways must I move from being content to being discontent and from being discontent to being content?”  Or in other words, “What is it I need to do less of to live into God’s peace, and what do I need to do more of to bring about God’s peace?”

          This is the true “what” that our God is calling us to during the Advent season.  We are a people who have been, and still are, on an extra-ordinary journey this year.  We have had to experience things in one year that the world has not seen for a hundred years.  And in this season where we remember that God burst forth into the world to bring about peace, we are ourselves wondering what peace truly looks like or even means.  But in this manner, we must be reminded that for the Lord one day is indeed like a thousand years and a thousand years like one day.  And so, while we are waiting for the peace which comes through Christ to come once again, we must believe in the “what” that God’s peace will bring about.

We must trust in God and whatever our days hold and we will indeed be in a state of tranquility or quiet.  We must work for peace in the communities we live in, within the families we are a part of, within the places we call home and the places we go.  For then we will all be able to join in the peace that is provided for by law or custom.  Not the laws of the state per se, but the Eternal Commandments to love God and love one another. 

You must be happy when you look in the mirror and see the wonderful creation God made in you, when you see the places God has led you, when you see how God works in and through you and then you indeed will be at peace, free from disquieting or oppressive thoughts or emotions. 

And when you see that others around you cannot live in this way, when you see how divided our world is and how hate-filled some corners of creation are; extend a hand, make a call, speak out in your corner and work for God’s love to shine.  For then we will all be at peace and be able to live in harmony in personal relations. 

And when all seems lost, or the world seems too big to change, or life seems to be spinning out of control, or you just cannot look in the mirror for the sins you hold onto hold you back; remember the One who came who baptizes with Holy Spirit, remember the One who came to be the Peace of our world, remember the One who came to forgive you and to be your stillness in the storm, your peace and calm; the One who came to remind you just how loved you are, and be content that God was so discontent with the world that He sent Jesus to bring about peace.  What an amazing “what” of peace that is, Amen!

“When?”

Rev. Tony Romaine 
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As we journey through the Advent season this year, I want to take us on an exploration of the great questions which we are all taught from an early age, Who, What, Why, When, Where, and perhaps even How.  Each week we will tackle another one of these basic questions in response to our Advent season.  For today, we are going to discuss when…So let us begin!

I remember my Grandpa telling me a story comparing how things are done in Minnesota and how things are done in California.  He told me, “Back in MN if you took your car into the repair shop and asked for when they would have it back to you, if they told you ‘Next Wednesday,’ it meant you could go in the next Wednesday and pick it up.  But here in CA, when I take the car into the repair shop and they tell me ‘Next Wednesday,’ that could indeed be next Wednesday, or it could be Thursday, or Friday, or the following Wednesday.”  I think of this story often when I think about how different time is to different people in different places.

When?

          The million-dollar question of “when” is one that is near and dear to my heart, for it was a question that led me down my path of calling in ministry and my complete trust in God.  And trust is the concept which most aligns with our questions of when, for we do not know the time and date of when it will happen, but we must trust in that it will.
But what is this “when” we refer to?  Well, for the ancient Israelites, the “when’s” they were wondering were many, just like ours.  When will we be saved from this Egyptian slavery?  When will we be saved from this wandering in the wilderness?  When will we be saved from the Assyrians and the Babylonians?  When will the promised Savior come?  Often times, our ancestors were so focused on asking questions and doubting their current situation, that they failed to heed the warnings of the prophets or listen and follow the Word of God.  Instead of remaining present in their lives and working, worshipping, and being the love of God to one another, they often would ignore their call to love God and love one another and instead pine after their “when’s.” 

Moreover, when times were bad, they would call on God to save them and blame God if it did not happen.  And when times were good, they thought that they themselves could prolong and procure those good times and so failed in their thankfulness to God.  Thus, when the ultimate Savior did come, they were expecting the “when” they thought was right and what was going to happen and were blind to the actual coming of the Lord into their lives.

I don’t know about you, but hearing this very brief generalization of the Old and New Testaments up to the time of Jesus’ death and resurrection makes me ponder about my own life.  It seems to me like there might be a few lessons we need to learn about asking the question of “when.” 

First lesson of when:

• We do not know!  How come that is so difficult for us to say those words?  How come it is so difficult for us to be a people who does not know when our Savior will come?  Especially when we hear that Jesus does not even know when! 

 

• And thus, we must Trust  

 
Second Lesson of When:

• It might not happen, look like, or be anything we expect!

 

• When the Psalmists and Prophets and Preachers of old were proclaiming that God would one day come again and save the people from all their demise and despair, when the talk of a Savior came about, when God promised that one day all would be saved once more…who could have ever imagined that God would come in the form of an infant, born to a regular couple, in nowheresville Israel?

 

• And yet, there were prophecies of a child leading the way, of angels coming to proclaim a reign of peace, and God bursting forth in the most unexpected ways.  There are countless stories of God working miracles and doing things throughout time that baffle our human understanding.  So what is so difficult to imagine that our “when” would be any different?

 
Third lesson of when:

• We must listen

 

• Be ready, keep alert, stay awake

 

• This seems like it would be straight-forward, but we do a very good job as society of falling back into patterns of sleepiness.  We have easy days and we think we are the ones who made them happen.  We have good times and we think they will last forever because we can make it so.  We have all we could ever need and we forget that there are others in our world who do not have anything…and we fall asleep to God’s call in our lives.  And unfortunately the “when” it takes to wake us up from this kind of sleep is historically and traditionally loud, violent, and not all what we would want.

 
See, this Advent, as in the past, we are being called to trust in the when which we do not know.  We are being called to live into a light that we must trust will burst forth into our lives once again at a time yet to be determined.  We are being told to be ready, for we do not know the hour or the day, but we must be prepared.  But it seems just like our ancestors of old, our “when’s” are piling up again.  For instance:

• When will we be able to come back into the church and worship like we used to? 
• When will we be able to be healed from this Covid-19 pandemic? 
• When will our lives return to normal? 
• When will Jesus come again to heal our broken world? 
• When will God reveal to me how and where I am being called?
• When will I find my purpose? 
• When will I get some rest? 
• When will Tony stop with this sermon?

 
When?

But if I can be so bold, let me offer what I feel might be God’s response to some of these questions of when.  Because I truly feel and believe that if we were all to reflect on these, we know the answers in our hearts.  So here we go: 

• When will we be able to come back into the church and worship like we used to?  When you have figured out that church is much more than a building and worship is not something reserved for only Sundays.

 

• When will we be able to be healed from this Covid-19 pandemic?  When you finally listen to the wisdom I gave through scientists, doctors, medical professionals, and love one another enough to protect one another; regardless of personal yearnings or traditions or political beliefs

 

• When will our lives return to normal?  Your lives never were the “normal” you imagined.  Your “normal” was not working.  Your “normal” was broken and your lives can be so much better.  When you realize and prepare for the future, the future I imagine for you, your life will be better than normal, it will be exceptional.

 

• When will God reveal to me how and where I am being called?  When you ask honestly and truly listen.

 

• When will I find my purpose?  When you stop to see how much of an impact you have on my world and how much your life is purposefully changing the lives of those around you.

 

• When will I get some rest?  When you trust completely in me and abandon yourself completely to my Love. 

 

• When will Tony stop with this sermon?  Soon, we all hope!

 
 
          And while we can only speculate the answers to all these “when’s,”  if we are honest with ourselves, we do know one thing that we often forget; the waiting, the hoping, the time of anticipation is a moment for us to embrace one another in God’s love and share our love with the world. 

Okay, if you were following along, you realize there is one of our “when” questions I did not answer:  When will Jesus come again to heal our broken world?  This one I do not presume to even postulate about, as we can never be sure.  But this is what Advent is all about, and why we begin our Advent season with the Sunday of Hope; we must trust and believe in our God who does not abandon us, who does not ever leave us, who longs for us to put everything we have and give everything we have to God, and we must hope in a future we cannot even imagine nor have any idea of when it will come.  Advent is all about trusting and believing in that our God of Love will provide, our God of Love is real, and Our God of Love will indeed come again.

And in this manner, I feel like God is working on repairing something; perhaps us.  And when in hope we ask for a date of completion, in the most California way possible we do not really know our “when.”  So, I guess it’s best we just prepare ourselves for whenever Wednesday comes and live into God’s Eternal Hope, Amen!  

“Grace?”
Rev. Tony Romaine 

Former President Franklin D. Roosevelt once said, “A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor.”  And while this quote could apply to so many aspects of our current stormy sea filled world, I want to apply it to something that we all too often take for granted…grace.

Our Gospel passage today is one of those difficult ones that preachers sometimes just pass over or use but don’t really delve into.  But for us today, I think it is vitally important that we wade into these troubled waters and try our hand at these rough seas.  There are many things troubling us about this particular passage that perhaps prevent us from grasping what Jesus is trying to teach.  In fact, we read this parable and we ask ourselves, where is the grace in here Jesus?  Why are you telling us this parable?  We are left feeling like the love and grace we have been promised through Jesus, which is not dependent on our actions or on our abilities is missing and we feel like this is just a passage to skip over because it does not agree with our pre-dispositions or likings.  Well, because the most difficult times can sometimes offer us the greatest perspective, let us work through this convicting passage and see what sailors we might become.

First there is the language of master and servant.  We do not like to be referred to as servants, or if you read other translations, slaves; especially in reference to our relationship with God.  This is why I describe it as a convicting passage, because we are indeed servants.  Yes, we have free will and we can choose and make decisions, but we are servants to the choices we make.  For instance, if we choose to buy fancy things, live opulently, or have a lot of debt, we are servants to the loans we have.  If we ignore our family and friends so we can be on our phone or watch tv, then we are servants to our selfishness.  If we would rather hold back our love and our ability to care for one another because we fear others, or subscribe to the hate-filled vitriol of some parts of our society; we are servants to the worst parts of ourselves.  If we use religion to divide people and not allow for God’s grace to shine upon all God’s children or God’s love to reach everyone; then we are servants to humanity’s god, not the Almighty God. 

In this manner, we create masters for ourselves that entrap and ensnare us in a servitude which only seeks to harm, not free us.  See, here is the interesting part of this Master/servant parable; I think we understand that God is the Master and we are the servant, but what we often miss about this relationship is that God is a Master who ultimately frees us.  We have encapsulated ourselves in a world of sin, and through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, we are forever freed; which is where grace comes in.  Yes, we are servants of our God, if you must use that language.  But that service is one that leads to freedom; one where the choices we make open us up to healing, love, and one that brings talent upon talent of reward.  Speaking of which, leads us into the next part that troubles people about our parable for today; the talents.

Before we get into the theology, we must tackle the immense amount of what a talent was worth.  A talent was equal to 6,000 denarii; a denarius was equal to one day’s wages.  So, one talent is equal to 6,000 days of work.  To make math easy, let’s just say there were 300 working days in a year, and that puts one talent at the equal of 20 years of work.  Now that we have some tangible measures for what a talent was worth, we can see that giving someone five talents would equal 100 years of work, two talents 40 years of work, and obviously the one talent as we have already discussed, 20 years of work.  Now think of how much you make in one year and multiply it accordingly…pretty amazing!

Regardless, though of the worth, the sticking point for us in this Gospel passage is the way the Master rewards when he returns.  He rewards those who invested the talents with more talents and scolds the one who did not invest wisely, takes his talent away, and casts him into the vast “outer darkness.”  Why, because this servant was so afraid of his Master that he did not want to do anything with the talent except give it back un-changed.

But the talents in this parable represent so much more than money.  The talents represent our lives and God’s grace.  The very fact that we live and breathe are one of the greatest gifts of all time.  If you have never thought about all of the intricacies of what makes your body work, (even on those days you might feel like it isn’t working!) then you really should stop and ponder at creation.  And while I could sermonize for a long time about the wonders of our humanity, these talents that are given to the servants represent the myriad ways in which God has created us to use our gifts for the world. 

What if instead of talents, we said that the Master gave each servant certain gifts?  One received five different gifts of their being, one received two, and the last received one.  Each one an individual, each one with gifts all their own.  The parable then opens up to being called to take the very things which create us uniquely ourselves and multiply them upon the world.  That we would use the God-spark of creativity, humanity, function, and action that God breathes into us at our creation and multiply it upon the world.  Not for our own benefit, but for the glory of God, not for our growth, but for the good of the world. 

Furthermore, we should not be afraid of the reaction of our God.  We should not be afraid to come back to God and say, “I tried and tried and tried, but I could not multiply this gift or these gifts.”  For as we see in the parable, it is better to have tried to do something than to quiver in fear and not use any of the gifts at all.  And when these talents equate to our God-given gifts and abilities, if we cower in fear of God and do not do anything because we are afraid that we might fail or we might tarnish the gift given to us; well then, we are not truly living at all!

For while this parable ends in what seems like a mean-spirited, vengeful way of a Master who was unhappy because he did not receive return on investment; it is more so a direct reminder that we are created for a purpose and when we ignore or fail to act out of fear, it is not just the Master who throws us into outer darkness but we who do it to ourselves.
So where does God’s grace come in you might be asking right now.  What does grace have to do with this very troubling passage.  The talents in this parable also represent God’s grace.  We are all given another greatest gift of all time as part of our creation; that our sins are forgiven through the Grace of Jesus Christ, of God Incarnate.  And this gift is so valuable that its worth is more than one, two, or five talents.  Its worth is immeasurable because it is a gift which takes us from our human bondage in sin and frees us to life ever-lasting.  Its worth is immeasurable because it allows us to take the Master’s gift and invest it in others, invest it in ourselves, invest it in the world to spread the Good News of God’s Love everywhere.  Its worth is immeasurable, because if you are like me you would have a lot to be worried about come judgment day if our God was truly an eye-for-an-eye vengeful Master.  But thankfully our God, while being awesome and perhaps scary from time-to-time, is also a God who longs for us to be eternally freed to life eternal in God’s glory; otherwise we never would have received Jesus, and we certainly would not have the Holy Spirit.
 
And so, we can cower in fear and take the gift of God’s grace and just hide it away and not even invest it for ourselves.  We can think that God is just a mean kid with a magnifying glass and we are the ant hill.  We can put all our cares and troubles on God and say if there really was a God then why would all this be happening.  We can think all we want about the gifts God has or has not given us and tremble in our own self-servitude. 

Or, we can receive the gifts our Master gives and believe that we are given them for a purpose.  We can take the gifts, the talents, the grace, and share them with a world that might not even know there are gifts to be had.  And we can prepare ourselves and be awake for when the Master returns and not cower and hide because we think we know what that will look like, but live, be free, and trust in that our God, Our Master, will return and we want to boast in love and grace.

Could Jesus just have said all this clearly, absolutely!  But this parable is coming at the end of Matthew’s Gospel right after he has been warning the disciples and people to stay awake, and right before he will be captured, tried, crucified, and resurrected.  So, Jesus wants the people and his disciples to be ready, for their Master is about to leave and the seas are going to get quite rough.  Also  remember, even the disciples who followed Jesus did not fully understand or believe all the time, this is why Jesus spoke in parables, so that those who were blind would see and those who thought they could see would be made blind. 

So what makes us think we would be able to trust in God’s gifts for us if they were clearly laid out for us?  We look at our lives now and we long for days of yore.  We long for those days when our churches were full, our chairs were full, our budgets growing, our talents and abilities many, our days filled with social outings or get-togethers.  We think that the past was better because things were simpler and life was not as complicated.  Or we look at the pandemic we are in the midst of and wonder why this happened to us now; perhaps wondering what our future holds or if we will even survive…And we take the very talents that we have been given; our God-given abilities and God’s Grace, and we discount them because we think we know what our lives should look like instead of what they are and the ways God is using us amidst our struggles.

I get it, this Gospel passage today is not an easy one, our lives right now are not easy.  But remember, “A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor.”  We are being called right now by God to invest even more in the gifts we have been given.  We are being called right now by God to re-focus our talents and treasures for the goodness and love of God to shine into our world.  We are being called right now, to be the grace for one another, to offer love to one another, and to have faith that God loves us so much that we are not alone and we can get through anything if we just trust and believe in our Master.  If we think beyond our past and imagine a future, when Jesus will return once more and take inventory of how we used our God-given abilities, of how we lived into the Grace which He paid such a heavy price for us to have, when Jesus will return and save us once more if we would just put on the “breastplate of faith and love, and the helmet of hope in our salvation.”

Why is this so important for us to cover?  Why must we go through this difficult parable just to learn this lesson?  Because God has entrusted us with all the world.  The very first verse of this parable tells us that we are entrusted with all God’s property and all creation.  We are entrusted with taking God’s gifts and God’s grace and making an investment.  One which bears each other up in encouragement, one that seeks to share and engage with our world, and one that we cannot neglect.  Moreover, because we live in a world that has not yet completely seen all the greatness of our gifts; it means we must sail the stormy seas of uncertainty, of fear, and of doubt and we must be willing to float our ship filled with all the talents God has given us to share our Master’s grace with the world.

Perhaps this morning we have been woken by the waters splashing us in the face; by a parable which convicts us and causes us to look in the mirror; by our Savior who longs for us to be ready when He comes again.  Good, now let us untie the ropes of our false masters, dip our oars into the waters which hold God’s gifts, and cast off all that would hold us back from investing in God’s grace.  We have been summoned, now we must believe, now we must have faith, now we must hope and sail steadfast into our world filled with God’s love and grace, Amen ​

“First United Church of Philippi, part IV”
Rev. Tony Romaine—November 1st, 2020

I’m going to leave these ruins of the church in Philippi up throughout this message today, because I truly want us to focus on what these ruins have to say for us.  But before we get too ahead of ourselves, as we conclude our four-part series going through Paul’s letter to the church in Philippi, let us be reminded that Paul wrote to the Philippians, and to our modern-day church, with a two-part, over-arching framework in mind; that we should be focusing on what truly matters the most and that we must be active Christian citizens.  With this in mind, let us hear what our final chapter has to say on these two principles:
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What matters most:

• Paul tells us in verses 4-7, “Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. 5 Let your gentleness be known to everyone. The Lord is near. 6 Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 

 

• And in verses 8-9, “Finally, beloved, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. 9 Keep on doing the things that you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and the God of peace will be with you.”

 

• And lastly in verse 13, “I can do all things through him who strengthens me.” 

 
But Paul also wants us to be good Christian Citizens so we must:
         

• Be united in the Gospel mission: verses 1-3: “Therefore, my brothers and sisters, whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm in the Lord in this way, my beloved.  2 I urge Euodia and I urge Syntyche to be of the same mind in the Lord. 3 Yes, and I ask you also, my loyal companion, help these women, for they have struggled beside me in the work of the gospel, together with Clement and the rest of my co-workers, whose names are in the book of life.”
• Verse 21: “Greet every saint in Christ Jesus.”  I would add that we should meet every person as if they were a “saint in Christ.”

 
Now let us return to the ruins of Philippi: 
 
Why show these ruins of what is left of the church in Philippi?  We focus on the ruins of Philippi as a demonstration that while stones may crumble and fall, our call to be what God calls us to be lives on!  Which begs the questions that Paul longs for us to focus on again and again:

• What matters most?
• Are we being good Christian Citizens?

 
So, are we indeed focusing on “whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable?”  Or are we focusing on the importance of a building, of worshipping a place rather than, being the people; of worshipping the church instead of being the church?  Are we focusing on being good Christian citizens living our lives in unity and focused on the mission of the Gospel of Christ?  Are we sharing and preparing for the day when Christ will come again?  Are we active in our communities and helping the people we live in and around to know we are Christians by the actions we take and the words we use.  Do we vote, volunteer, or stay in touch with one another?  Are we there for one another when it truly matters most?  Are we there for strangers when it truly matters most? 
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And if we want our church to remain vibrant, if we long for our church that has been filled with saints for hundreds of years to remain filled with future saints, then we must not be tied to a building, a place, or anything of the flesh; but must place our trust in where and how and what God is calling us to in the future.  If that is at 1000 First Street SE in Little Falls, MN for centuries to come then that is awesome and great.  But if it is somewhere else, something else, we must trust that as the old hymn says, “The church is not a building, the church is not a steeple, the church is not a resting place, the church is the people!”

And for any who doubt that we can make it through COVID-19, or that our church can remain vibrant in our ever-changing world.  I say look again at these ruins of the church in Philippi, ruins that have been like this for thousands of years.  The church is long gone, but what about Christianity…did that survive; of course!  And think about our church, First United Church of Little Falls: Fifty years ago there wasn’t even a church where we are now; and yet, here we are! 

So how come and how can Christianity survive these things?  What is Paul calling us to take with us?  Christianity survives when we partake in the same way the ancient church practiced.  That we reach out in charity, that we a part of our community, that we help the widows, the downcast, the downtrodden, the poor amongst us.  That we are dedicated not just to ourselves, but we are dedicated to our place in the world.  That we believe in the promise, and have faith in, eternal life through Christ Jesus.  Yes, it takes money; yes, it sometimes takes empires and governments.  But more so, Christianity survives through the love that we share with one another.  Inside a building or outside in the world, within our homes or through a letter, in person or through a phone call; love can be shared in so many ways.

There’s an old quote that says, “A good lawyer never asks a question to which they do not already know the answer.”  And in many ways, a pastor goes through a sermon series with the same mind; that the conclusion is known at the onset and the objective ever-present.  Admittedly, I purposely had us walk through Philippians not for selfish gain or to make my job easier, but so that we could see and hear this example of a church being called to focus and unity.  I chose this particular time in our season to go through the four chapters of Philippians and conclude the Sunday before our Tuesday elections and to end on All Saints Sunday. 

And while the why might be now known, but let me prattle on just for fun.  All throughout our last four weeks together, Paul has been asking us and urging us, directing us, and being a living example for us of needing to focus on what matters most.  And in case I have not done a very good job of clearly stating what we should focus on; what matters most in our journey with one another, as church, as people, as Christians is that we stand firm in our love of God and our love of one another.

Furthermore, Paul urges us to be a united Christianity where our collective voices do not have to agree on every part of our existence.  But that we could set aside differences, live into what makes us unique; and at the same time, be united under the all-inspiring, umbrella of Jesus’ love.  But within this call, we are also called to be active Christian citizens within our world; taking the love God has for us and sharing it with our world; taking the love God gave to us through Jesus and sharing that message with the world.  Using our hands and feet and voices to be the love of Christ to our world.

That no matter what happens to us, as we have seen happen to Paul in Philippians, whether that be imprisonment, unpopularity, loss of power or privilege, or even death itself; that no matter what, we would be people of the Good News, sharing the Good News, actively living into the love of Christ.  That no matter who we came into contact with, they would know we are Christians and we are God’s love incarnate unto our world. 

This is how we survive as a church; this is how we continue the memory of the saints in our lives, and this is how we remain vibrant and active into our future.  For we are a people who know that what matters most is our love and we will not fail in letting our world know.  This is why we are the First United Church of Little Falls, of Philippi, of the people called by God, saved by Jesus, and filled with the Holy Spirit; now and forevermore.  We are stronger than a building, greater than our differences, and called to be the love our world needs now more than ever.

And so indeed, just as Paul closes at the end of Philippians, my sisters and brothers, let us go forth doing what matters most, living what matters most, and being good Christian citizens, and may the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit, Amen!
 

“First United Church of Philippi, part III”
Rev. Tony Romaine—October 25th, 2020
 
As we continue our four-part series going through Paul’s letter to the church in Philippi, let us be reminded that Paul wrote to the Philippians, and to our modern-day church, with a two-part, over-arching framework in mind; that we should be focusing on what truly matters the most and that we must be active Christian citizens.  With this in mind, the tone of Paul’s letters so far have been fairly cordial and muted, with greetings, extensions of thanks, and directions for focus and purpose. 
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However, with this third chapter, Paul’s tone changes quite a bit.  From what we can gather, there must have been some opponents of Paul’s church in Philippi or even division from within that were causing trouble and Paul needed to make sure this was addressed.  The extent of the beginning of this third chapter thus deals with speaking out against false teachers and those who “mutilate” the flesh, i.e. circumcision, but do not actually follow the Spirit of God.   Those who see circumcision as just another physical determination whether someone is holy or not, and so perform this ritual, yet do not actually follow the faith of Christ Jesus.  As we hear Paul arguing that “confidence in the flesh” is not what matters, but that the Philippians have received the spiritual marks they need through worshipping in the Spirit of God and boasting in Christ Jesus.

Paul then goes on this diatribe that may seem self-serving, but is actually a verbose way of him trying to tell the Philippian church, and all of us, that if anyone were to be boastful and be someone who should know about how to keep holiness laws and rituals, it would be him.  For he was once a Jew who brought gentiles or Judeo-Christians to be prosecuted and sometimes executed in the Sanhedrin or the Jewish court.  Paul, when he was Saul, was an upright and holy Jew who followed all of the “righteous” ways of living and was “righteous under the law.” 

And yet, when he was on the road to Damascus and Jesus appeared and blinded him and converted him right then and there to become one of the most important followers of Christ our world has ever known, Paul knew that at that moment everything leading up to that point was a loss.  For everything before this point was a mirage.  It was as if he was living a false life, it was as if he was following only the laws of the world and of the flesh and not truly listening or following the laws of the Spirit or the laws of God; who, if we truly listen, is calling us to more than the designations of what our flesh can demonstrate, calling us to be more than what we can say about one another, calling us to worship in ways which are beyond our human understanding, and calling us into being so much more than our current way, shape, or form.  Calling us to truly focus on what matters most.

This is why Paul counts all of his pre-Jesus experience as loss, because the person he is now, is not just a person of the flesh, but one who has been saved by Christ and thus should live into this faith.  Whereas, the person he was before was only concerned about how to separate and delineate, not bring together, call together, and live by faith.  In this manner, Paul had to die to his old self, just as Christ died upon the Cross, in order to be brought into the new life which is the salvation Jesus gave to Paul and is the death that Paul talks about joining in which provides for a resurrection upon his death.

Paul reminds us that this goal of perfection and resurrection, which he freely admits he has not yet attained, will indeed not be accomplished until the day we die.  This does not mean we do not pursue it; rather, we should be working and striving toward that perfection like an athlete, not living in the past which has faded away and we can never relive, but striving toward the future and the “heavenly calling in Christ Jesus.” 

This “heavenly,” or “prize of the calling from above,” in the Greek, is such wonderful language, because once again we are being given this higher designation than the place where we currently stand.  That Jesus is calling us upward, or maybe  forward would be even better, to look beyond our past and current circumstances into a future which cannot yet be seen or experienced, but is one filled with a promise yet to come.  This is something that Paul longs for the Philippians to be focused on, not the wayward teachings of the evildoers among them who instead seek to turn their attention to the earthly laws and rituals which will detract from the goal of unity and perfection.

This leads into one of the most important points of this short chapter and again one of Paul’s over-arching principles for the church: the idea of Christian citizenship.  It sometimes seems like Paul is being egotistical when he writes to the Philippians and commends them for acting like him or exhorts them to act like him.  And while I can understand the obvious ego in these statements, what Paul is actually doing is calling a young church to follow his example of Christian citizenship.  He is not saying, “Worship me,” he is saying, “Live like me, be a Christian like me,” “Follow Jesus like I have.”  For if you do, that will mean that you oppose the enemies of the cross, you oppose those who would seek to leave people out of the church based on their dietary laws, their ability to be holy, or their pasts which do not dictate their futures. 

It would mean that you would count as loss the laws which seek to keep people from truly experiencing the unity and love of Christ and that you would oppose those who seek only to satisfy their flesh and not live into the Holy Spirit.  And if we follow where Paul is leading us, it will mean that we are Christian Citizens whose residence is heaven.  Let me say that again because it means so much in our current day and age: Our citizenship is in heaven; we are Christian citizens of heaven!  This exposes an important tangent implicit in this chapter that we need to explain and make clear:

It is not popular to say that our country does not matter or our city does not matter or our state does not matter; and in fact, I would argue that Paul is asking us to be active parts of all of those areas.  But, if our duty to any entity whatsoever gets in the way of our ability to love as Christ loved us, if our worship ever becomes more focused on an earthly idol, person, or country and that prevents us from being able to welcome our brothers and sisters in unity, to live as Christian citizens of heaven and truly know what matters most in our lives; then that entity, person, or state is of the “evildoers.”

It may not be popular or easy, but the righteous way of living is to be in line with, and have faith in, Our Savior who takes all of the humbleness of our humanity and transforms it, the Greek word that Paul uses here in verse twenty-one actually means “will transform,” meaning that our bodies change and mold into Jesus’ through his sacrifice; so that our humbleness is glorified and made perfect through him.  But to do this means we must think differently, act differently, and be different citizens than what some in our world may want us to be.  Which is why Paul calls us at the beginning of chapter four and where we will go next week to “stand firm” in Jesus in this way…

What way is that you might ask again?  The way that follows through on that Spirit moving through you right now!  That you know how to act, talk, be, and love.  That you know when Paul asks us to focus on what matters most; that you know what matters most.  That when Paul calls us to be active Christian citizens, you know what it means to be a Christian citizen.  That what we are being called to do is deny the flesh and live into the Spirit of God’s love in our world.  That the earthly things so many desire of fame, fortune, pride, greed, jealousy, power, prestige, and popularity…that all these things whither and fall away, but our citizenship in heaven is eternal and will never falter.

This is what we are to safeguard against the evils of our world, this is why we are to turn away from the evildoers and false Christians who live counter to Jesus’ call.  The false teachers and followers of Christ who do not live lives full of love for all God’s creation and love for all God’s people, but who focus instead on how they can divide the world to make themselves more populous and more popular…all the while, sullying the name of Jesus and using God’s name in vain as they promote and promulgate their own profane vanity.

And perhaps this hits close to home today, perhaps we are being called to be like Paul and count our old ways as loss as we look into the mirror and realize that we are sometimes the very people we detest.  If that is so, I would say to us, let us lose it all for Christ then.  Let us lay everything down for Jesus who is calling us to so much more than we could ever imagine.  Let us press on toward that goal of the heavenly prize Paul talks about and declare once and for all that we are  transformed into the glory of Christ and we will safeguard what matters most, protect our Christianity from falling into false hands, and be active Christian citizens who will call our world to be the earthly representation of love that is perfected in heaven. 

And if we are afraid of losing it all, perhaps even our friends, family, or places of power and prestige…let us be reminded that losing it all for the glory of God so that our world would know the love of Jesus is not loss at all, but gain.  For we are transformed in the process from all that we once hoarded in the flesh into all that we now gain in the Spirit.  As we indeed possess heaven and live into all the gifts that the love of Jesus provides.  Or as Paul ends our chapter for today and begins our chapter for next week with: the joy and crown of standing firm in the love of God; the joy, my beloved, of Jesus.

So let us indeed focus on living into the love of God that matters most; let us be living examples of citizens of heaven, Christian Citizenry whose hands and feet are filled with the hope, joy, and love; and let us indeed stand firm united in love, united in Jesus, those whom God loves and longs for, Amen!

“First United Church of Philippi, part II”
Rev. Tony Romaine—October 18th, 2020
 
Before we dive into our next chapter of Philippians, I want to talk about the stars.  As a person who is fascinated with all things astronomical, the stars are one of my favorite items.  When I was a child, I used to have a glow-in-the-dark poster that would illuminate the night sky above my bed.  I could see all the constellations that are a part of our universe and I could dream about my place in these stars.  Well, one amazing fact about stars that is pretty difficult to comprehend, but is awe-inspiring to think about, is that some of the light we see as the stars bright in the sky has been travelling to reach us for millions, if not billions, of years!  This means that there is light just reaching us now, perhaps, that has been travelling to see us since the dawn of our universe.
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So why do I bring this up?  Because one of the greatest lines we hear this morning that Paul writes to the church in Philippi is that of verse 15, where he says, “so that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, in which you shine like stars in the world.”  Remember, Paul is writing to the church in Philippi, and our modern-day church, with a two-part, over-arching framework in mind; that the Philippians should be focusing on what truly matters the most and that they must be active Christian citizens.  So, Paul is asking us within our framework of focusing on what really matters most to be the beacons of hope to our weary world.  But how do we do this you might ask?  Well I’m glad you did, because now we can begin to unpack chapter two!

How we focus on what matters the most becomes evident in Paul’s second chapter where he begins with unity and humility.  Of course Paul is writing to a church that was in its infant years of existence and unity would be important to that church, but do we think so little of being of one mind that we can disregard the importance of being united in the 21st Century?!  If anything, our church is more in need of unity now then ever.  And contrary to belief, unity is not without diversity, unity is focusing on what truly matters most through focusing on the love of Jesus Christ being our unifying centralization.

What I mean by that is that when we put aside the pettiness of our own ambitions and drives and leanings and you name it, and we instead focus on the awe-some love of Christ and live our lives as we were taught to live them…then we are truly united in one mind to love our world as God loved our world, as Jesus lived in our world, and as we are charged with extending to our world.  When we recognize and realize that all God’s creation is all God’s creation and can unify around the dignity we all desire and should be given as part of God’s great tapestry, then we can be united in the love of Christ, as stars created by God.

Humbly, as the stars created by God and called by Paul to shine so brightly, we are one in a billion, or if you are counting humans, seven billion.  Amazingly,  in our creation we are infinitesimally ourselves, and yet also part of this great collective called creation.  But more so, when we combine this realization of both how great and how small we are with the instruction to focus on what matters most, we are left to wonder how indeed we are to live our lives.

This is where this wonderful hymn comes in that we receive in verses 6-11:

(Jesus) who, though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as something to be exploited, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness.  And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death—even death on a cross.
Therefore God also highly exalted him and gave him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bend, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

I call this a hymn, because that is what most Biblical scholars agree this was; an early Christological hymn of the early church.  I’ll remind us that Paul was writing this letter in the 50s-60s CE, so this is in fact one of the earliest hymns that ever existed.  What scholars love to do with this hymn though is try and figure out the minutiae of why Paul is using the language he does.  When what I think we need to focus on is the entirety of the hymn’s message that we are to humble ourselves and answer the call of God in our worlds as those who would be called servants of a Great Master. 

And why should we do this?  Because Jesus, who himself was God, did not exploit his power, he did not exploit his position, he did  not use the fact that He was God to rule over and be harsh on all his “subjects.”  No, Christ emptied himself to serve the mission He was called to, to serve the Grace he was called to be, to be our Forgiveness we could never accomplish on our own, and to be the Love that our world so needed. 

And Jesus did all of this in human form so that we could approach and digest the message God has for our lives and the message that Paul is once again reminding us through the repetition of this hymn.  When we focus on what matters most and are active Christian citizens thorough loving God and loving our neighbor as Jesus taught us, that will appear to all others as acts of humility, not power; that will be acts of charity, not greed; that will be acts of love, not violence.

Moreover, because the call to action and the call to focus on what matters most can be a daunting task, Paul also reminds us of one thing that is not explicitly mentioned in the hymn but is deep down inside us all and such a part of being those created by God: Verse 13, “for it is God who is at work in you.”  God is the one who is working within you to call you and inspire you and empower you to act.  To be one of those bright shining stars in the night of our world and to let our world know that love does still exist, unity does still exist, and that what matters most are not the affairs of our world, but the affairs of our God who longs for us to love! 

And when all seems lost and dark and scary and fear-filled; God shines ever more brightly through us by the lesson of Jesus who gave it all so that our world would know love and so that we would forever be loved in life eternal!  So that indeed, nothing could get in the way of our doing of things on earth, not even death itself, for Christ conquered death, Christ conquered our crooked and devious world, and Christ did all of this through the humility of a life lived in love and paid for upon a cross.

Which brings us to what some scholars have called Paul’s digression in the second chapter when he speaks of Timothy and Epaphroditus.  Sure it is important to mention that Timothy was Paul’s companion to Philippi and other places and helped Paul out immensely.  That Timothy was like a son to Paul and his most trusted ally.  Or that Epaphroditus was a Philippian sent to help Paul in prison and care for him on behalf of the Philippian church, and was actually probably the one who delivered Paul’s letter to the Philippians, since when Paul wrote this letter Epaphroditus was returning forthright and Timothy was going to be following shortly thereafter.

All that is definitely important and Paul thanks both Timothy, Epaphroditus, and the Philippian church for their care.  But I could certainly have left out this little section and still had plenty to sermonize and focus on, as you all have experienced already!  But I wanted us to hear something in this passage that could easily be missed.  Paul is sending Epaphroditus back to the Philippians only after he was made well by the mercy of God for “He was indeed so ill that he nearly died.”  The Philippian church was so concerned for Paul that they sent a messenger who almost died. 

Now I would not advise anyone to go anywhere at the detriment of their health to help others.  But I would say that we should care for one another so much that we would be willing to risk the comfort of our lives, the prestige of our lives, the ivory towers of our lives, the churches of our lives, the status and rank and popularity of our lives to help those who need our help.  Again, I want to be really clear here, I am not calling us to purposefully step into dangerous situations that might end up in illness or death, for we are not to test the Lord our God.  But what I am saying is that we do need to be in a place where we can imagine nothing standing in the way of the love of God. 

Where if need be, if we are pressed, and if the Good News is at stake, we would send any resources we could muster, perhaps even those willing to physically step up, so that those who need our help could be lifted up and loved as we are called to love through Jesus Christ.    Now we are not going to be able to be everything to everyone, but that is why there is seven billion of us, that is why we are not alone and God is working in and through us, that is why we are to focus on what matters most and to be active Christian citizens.  Because when we do this, we live out our lives as we are called to live them by Our Creator and the one who put that spark of starlight within our soul.  Not sitting idly by while the world falls apart, but humbling ourselves, centering ourselves on God, and actively pursuing where God is calling us now as Christian Citizens, as the stars shining brightly in our world!   As those who Paul would call the world to welcome in the Lord with all joy and honor, because such people are willing to risk even death for the “work of Christ.”

This part reminds me of another important tidbit about stars…some of the stars we see, the light we think is shining and burning bright, have actually already perished.  Their light is just reaching us, but they are long gone from the universe.  This may seem sad to some, but the reason I bring it up is to remind us that a huge part of being the light to our world is that wherever we shine we leave a mark, a presence, a part of our essence, our God-spark, that will forever change our corner of our world.  Which begs the question for us again, how will we focus on what matters most as stars in the darkness of our world?  How will our light shine as Christian Citizens called to be God’s light in our world?  How will we work within our call by God to bring hope to our world, with what time we have left in our world?

Do it like Jesus would; humbly, peacefully, and in a way that lets nothing get in the way of God’s love.  But however you answer that call to do what matters most, to be a Christian Citizen, know God is with you, working in you, shining through you, Amen!